Encomium: Highway 49 South
Fog this morning. Thick. And loving the thick bodies
of live oaks, the skinny-hipped cypress. The way
fog is the world before me,
closes the world behind me.
Still I know the river
is there. We move south together, each bend
and turn of ourselves.
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Near Midnight, Mississippi, the steep-banked roil
of the Yazoo slows, spreads,
hangs like the one time
as a boy I saw my grandmother. Naked. Her belly.
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See how the cypress reaches into swamp water? Into dead leaves?
Into mud? Can you imagine? Mud
what you love? In this world of six winds mud the one
thing that holds you? You hold?
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I must be lost. The ocean,
this great-swallowing body, has taken
the highway, the trees, my river. I walk waveblown sand. Scrub
a grit of it from my eyes.
We know so little. We must believe
in everything. So let us pray:
To grandmothers and rivers,
pray. To thick oaks and any town called Midnight,
pray. To sagging, naked bellies, to mud in your hands,
my mouth of sand,
pray. To fog and this morning from the fog
like dark revelation, the blackbirds rising.
Their thousand wings and the one wind a chorus,
an orison that was, I swear, this
sound of waves, pray.
