“I didn’t know how to start this letter and now I don’t know how I can end it.”
The full text of a letter Ted Hughes wrote to Sylvia Plath’s mother, one month after Plath’s suicide:
I don’t want ever to be forgiven. I don’t mean that I shall become a public shrine of mourning and remorse, I would sooner become the opposite. But if there is an eternity, I am damned in it. Sylvia was one of the greatest truest spirits alive, and in her last months she became a great poet, and no other woman poet except Emily Dickinson can begin to be compared with her, and certainly no living American.
The letter is an excerpt from The Letters of Ted Hughes, released last month. The New England Review has a much longer excerpt from the book in its latest issue, but it isn’t available online.