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Jul 5, 2011

Months after the Mt. Cashmere Wildfire, with Meteors

Written by Luke Johnson

Read by Lisa Fay Coutley

— Wenatchee National Forest

Our bodies are lower than the nettles.
Our campsite is illegal and our chests have carved

soft outlines into mountain dust. We hear
the river, but haven’t yet found a way

down. Between breezes there are sounds
like wounded animals, moans and chirps

without translation. It is the forest
devouring itself: scorched timber’s last cracks.

We will not be here to see the dead, half-fallen
trees become peat. There will always be snow

on the cornices, a gully cut by the river
we cannot reach; but we hear its clean roar,

its rapids shallow enough for wading and deep
enough for drowning. Blackened spruces list.

A pick-up stirs gravel, roars into the ridge.
Night is quieter. There’s no way to know

from where our next light will come —
if we should look to heaven or to earth — so

I choose to be aware of the closeness,
thin boundary between mountain-shadow

and sea-salt starfield. It seems impossible meteors
fly silent, charring our atmosphere like pencil scratches

marking distance in an atlas, but most do:
flash and white streak, a map of what was once

heard, of what disappears so others can return.

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